有這麼一個地方,這麼一個人。

“潔,怎麼電話這麼難打?”“嗯,沒有聽到電話響。什麼事嗎?”"我還以為你失踪了.""就知道你會講這句,呵。我在家啦。""還沒有睡覺嗎?""差不多了,找我什麼事情嗎?""沒有啦,問你好不好咯。""不好,因為我很想念你。""怎麼?讀到很顯了啊?""是咯,我很想回家啊!"“都要假期了,放假哪裡都不要去了不然沒有時間在家。”"嗯,我知道,我沒有要去哪裡。""你很累嗎?怎麼聲音顯顯醬。""有一點累了。""潔，你心情不好是嗎?"“沒有啦,我很好。”"做人不要想這樣多,你看爸爸現在什麼都不要去想了活得多開心。做人要開心一點。""嗯,我懂。" "是不是住在那裡很不開心?" “沒有。”我的眼淚已經在打滾了。 "是不是有人欺負你?" “沒有啦。”連聲音也哽咽了。 "有什麼事情就跟媽媽說,知道嗎?" “嗯.” “是不是有發生什麼事情?不要不開心。跟媽媽講啦。” "沒有。以後再說,我很累了。" "好吧,累了就...

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Woo-hoo.

feel so FRESH after cut my hair.i can feel the air swinging and embracing my neck=D.look so chubby. The head become so light because less burden now.maybe 0.5kg,i think.indirectly it refresh my mind and de-stress me lot.but the next minute i start to imagine their oh my god face.haha.i told them i won't cut my hair short before and i promise.but my decision changed when the barber keep telling me...

New beginning.

Change a new layout,so i should have a brand new frame of mind.Healthy and optimistic mind.and make my life being colourful like the rainbow,the flower rain is falling inside my heart,and the dark side is subsided because of the bright sun.hope i really can do it. today is the first day of my clinical posting.all still remain the same---bored.but the group member is different and we are follow the...

昨天和家人聚了聚。我很开心,很想把时间捉着永远停留,因为我知道这份快乐很难拥有。可是我心底最深处还是有个漩涡不断挣扎翻滚着---回去了又要怎么面对。然后越来越大不断翻滚像个黑洞把我整个人吸了进去。 每次周末离开,我实在很烦恼该不该走留或不留。我好怕每次辛辛苦苦建立起来的关系就因此断了,然后又回到原点。也许,我还不够勇敢去面对。短短二十四的小时的离开我可能就因为变得一无所知,也无法参与。像是圈外的圈,不能融为大圈圈里。 我不敢厚脸皮的黏着人家。我不敢厚脸皮的要人家陪我去这里那里。我不敢厚脸皮去对别人死缠烂打。我不敢厚脸皮去破坏一群人的欢愉。 因为我好怕 我好怕自己被排斥却不知道 还做了这么多荒谬的小动作。 我宁愿自己一个人坐在一边静静的 看着听着别人笑声和嬉闹。虽然依然感到孤单和彷徨。 也许妈妈说得对,说我很孤僻。但我也不想的。我背负的罪恶太重,连自己都好讨厌自己。觉得自己就像过路老鼠人人喊打。我是不是患了被害幻想症? 有个声音一直告诉我--...

Say thank you to you is my biggest wis...

when you having the only negative thoughts,the world will turn in to dark and cold.alone and lonely. i can see some sunlight is trying to catch me and change my world.i feel warm and comfort but i still scared.i just worry the sunshine will leave me again and live in long dark night forever.i scared.extremely scare and afraid. I'm sorry,my friends.i know i'm capricous,bad-temper.i can smile to you...

Life is hard.this is what i get since i experienced everything tough.the hardest is i left home when i was only 13 and everything is become harder due to this.i have to be independent,strong,think critically,tough,brave...you should/would,depend on you.and i always thought i 'would',but actually i should be the person.no why,because i fail and i'm almost 20 now. this is the very first time i feel...