醒著睡著就是這麼一天又一天,一個月...

哎喲,無辜臉。

要新年了,今年也是2011年1月的最後一天了。明天就要離開家到婆婆家去過年了。不知道為什麼我這個人從來都沒有很期待新年,我愛的更多是新年可以不用去學校,紅包可有可無畢竟也只是一個大人給的祝福。只是今年希望可以多一點因為我要存錢換個新電腦啊!*邪惡的笑。

新年我愛的是肉乾還有和家人一起吃團圓飯:)我不會賭錢,所以也看不懂別人打的牌。親戚朋友我也不怎麼熟,讓我覺得自己是不是有點anti-social了。畢竟我只敢和我熟悉的朋友和家人露出真面目哈哈!

今天去看了醫生。原本的目的也不是為了尋求藥物和治療,而我呆在裡面竟然長達一個小時多。做了H.pylori檢驗(其實我也很好奇原來有這樣的test,因為老師從來沒有提起過)。很簡單.就像血糖檢驗一樣在你得手指頭輕輕"達"扎你一針然後把你的血滴滴在像驗孕棒的東東上。然後點上兩滴藥水.單線表示negative;雙線則是positive。所幸我是negative。醫生還寫了一封referral letter,建議我去做個scope看是不是有ulcer。你說啊,我去還是不去?開學去的時候可以看到我的同學都在醫院實習,還有咏薇煮的愛心粥，呵!

跟醫生要了一天的Mc,他說不然給我兩個禮拜吧?我的眼睛嘴巴開得大大說不用這麼多,反正我也要新年假期了=.=。這個醫生還真是慷慨大方啊!哈哈。醫生好像很久沒有遇到會說英文的病人,有知道我是student nurse，劈裡啪啦地和我說了一堆,真不知是歡喜還是悲哀。不過還是謝謝他的熱情:@

我要去啃肉乾了!
祝你們新年快樂,紅包收多多;大人的紅包請也包大個一點啊!!

我愛你們:）

Back to December-Taylor Swift

I’m so glad you made time to see me

好高興你抽空來看我
How’s life, tell me how’s your family?
最近好嗎？說說你家人的近況？
I haven’t seen them in a while
有段時間沒見到他們了

You’ve been good, busier than ever
你過的不錯，比以前更忙了
We small talk, work and the weather
我們小小的聊了一下，關於工作和天氣
Your guard is up and I know why
你對我有了防衛，我心裡明白為什麼

Because the last time you saw me
因為最後一次見面時
still burned in the back of your mind
你依然懷著滿腔熱情
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
你送我玫瑰花，我卻任由她們凋零

So this is me swallowing my pride
所以這次我拋下自尊
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
站在你面前，為了那一晚說聲「對不起」
And I go back to December all the time
我不斷回想十二月那時
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
自由對我來說已不算什麼，我總是思念著你
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
多麼希望自己在還擁有你時就懂得珍惜
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
想回到十二月改變結局
I’d go back to December all the time
我總是不斷回想起十二月


These days I haven’t been sleeping
這些日子，我總是睡不著
Staying up playing back myself leaving
腦海中不斷播放著離開你的那時畫面
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
你的生日過了，當我連個電話都沒打去
And I think about summer all the beautiful times
我想起夏天那時美好的時光
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
在乘客座上看著你燦爛的笑著
And realized I loved you in the fall
秋天時，察覺自己愛上了你
Then the cold came, the dark days
接著寒冷降臨，黑暗的日子
When fear crept into my mind
恐懼悄悄爬上心頭
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
你付出全部的愛，而我給的卻只是“再見"

So this is me swallowing my pride
所以這次我拋下自尊
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
站在你面前，為了那一晚說聲'對不起”
And I go back to December all the time
我不斷回想月那時
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
自由對我來說已不算什麼，我總是思念著你

Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
多麼希望自己在還擁有你時就懂得珍惜
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
想回到十二月改變當初自己的心意
I’d go back to December all the time
我總是不斷回想起十二月

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
想念你小麥色的皮膚，甜蜜的笑容，想念你對我的好
And how you held me in your arms that September night
還有九月那晚，你如何擁我入懷
The first time you ever saw me cry
當你第一次看見我哭
Maybe this is wishful thinking
也許這是奢望
Probably mindless dreaming
也許算愚蠢的夢
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right
如果我們再次相愛，我發誓會好好愛你

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
好想回到過去改變一切，但我無能為力
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
我理解如果你依然緊鎖心門

But this is me swallowing my pride
但這次我拋下自尊
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
站在你面前，為了那一晚說聲「對不起」
And I go back to December
我不斷回想12月那時
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
自由變得無足輕重，只想著你
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
多麼希望自己在還擁有你時就懂得珍惜
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
想回到12月扭轉結局
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
想回到12月改變當初自己的心意
I’d go back to December all the time
我總是不斷回想起12月

All the time
每分每秒

我人在家。

我的戚風裙擺和牛津鞋。

要感謝的是我還活著寫這篇網誌。

今天我拼死老命也要回到家。八點離開宿舍,九點的巴士十二點四十五分抵達居鑾。兩點的巴士出發到豐盛港,幸而有媽媽到車站接送讓我不用再轉多一次巴士。舟車勞頓了整半天,我的屁股痛到不行啊!

今天在居鑾車站看到很多學弟和學妹,其實我還真的害怕他們。因為我知道他們是那一群要和我搶座位的"敵人",我很清楚因為我是過來人。所以我背著電腦和相機,手提千金重的行李袋誓死也要搶到一席好位置。很幸運的我可以安享得來不易的座位,哈哈。但很遺憾的是我始終不能和文恬見到一面。沒辦法,我必須趕著回家。我想一定還有機會的,是嗎?

回到家,我覺得整個人都充滿能量。這還真的是一個才是屬於我地盤的地方,我熟悉的味道。家裡每一個角落都讓我像一百年從未回來探望般,那麼新奇。媽媽說怎麼可以那麼多話,問那麼多問題。呵呵,媽媽你不明白我有多想念家啊!

沒多久就開始忙著洗澡化妝打扮去參加爸爸公司的尾牙宴。今年的幸運抽獎可精彩呢!兩個Ipad和Iphone4,多可惜我不是裡面的職員好讓我也可以有份參加:'(沒關係啦,至少我還有鮑魚魚翅滿足我的肚子,有得吃才是福呢!哈哈。今天我喝了快半瓶的紅酒還有Heineken但我還沒醉:)現在整個辦公室的人在我家暢飲高歌,實在熱鬧。我心情也蠻愉快的。

可不可以不回去學校啊！

最後感謝Tyson,Shuzhen,Alice和Wingmei。沒有他們我現在還在宿舍發霉。

I'm not well-prepared for new year yet!

Chinese New Year is coming soon,and me not yet buy any new clothes.hmm,can i just wear anything in my closet now since my relative seldom/never meet me,hence anything could be a NEW clothes for them also,hahaha.

Went to One-U just now.i'm so wanted to buy a new dress,which better in shinny colour,like red?I entered the fitting room thousand times and tried numerous tops and dress,but i still get nothing.i was almost crazy so change my mind to have dinner 1st then only con't my hunting.

Finally i can have something new and fresh.i've tried Fish&Co,since i never been there.I know Fish&Co when i visited to Singapore and there's only available in One-U and Gurney Plaza,Penang in Malaysia.sound so bad.I'm so in love with fish and chip recently with unknown reason again.

 (?)Soup of the day.

 This is both of the naughty drinks.they are playing kissing,XD

very nice designed tissue paper.haha

i kept one in my bag and brought it home.

I love their word font,you know.

My new york cheese fish  chips:)

The normal fish and chip

Once you bill,they gave us this mint candy;)

Oh,i bought the rejected candy from sticky again.this time i bought lemon flavour and it is in hunge size.rm5 can cause me diabetes soon!

This the best thing i had!i saw this in Sunway Pyramid on last Saturday and it's on 50% discount.unfortunately,the mini size 5 can't satisfied my big foot.haha.but so surprisingly i found this in Hush Puppies here,and all the size are available!me like flying on the sky so happy.having a comfortable shoes is very important,you know!!yea!!

Today is a great day and it'll be better if no more paed class!

其實我不介意,如果...

曾經我有嘲笑過那些志願是當一個偉大的母親的人。好吧,我承認我很壞,這個志願本來就是吃力不討好,也沒有可觀的收入,不是嗎?做母親本來就不容易,何況還要偉大,出得了廳堂還要進得了廚房!在這個年代我想應該都有滿街不會煎荷包蛋,不會掃地折衣服的女生。如果你不是其中一個,別怕你嫁不出,呵呵。

還有啊,做一個好母親就是能夠和孩子像朋友般相處。能交心,能分享,無隔膜這樣才算一個好母親。你說的孩子都會聽到明白你的苦心,而曾經年輕過,也曾是媽媽的孩子的你也應該更明白孩子現在的心情。雙方都必須站在彼此的角度著想/各退一步才不會造成摩擦。

很容易,但沒有一個父母和孩子都把自己的角色做好。媽媽總煩心為何孩子們總是不明白她們的苦心,所做的一切都只是為了他們但孩子卻不領情;孩子也覺得媽媽是個老古板,現在什麼時代了還要跟隔壁家的小明一樣努力讀書才是好孩子,說什麼都覺得自己做的都是錯誤的決定,總是免不了一頓挨罵。就是這樣日經累月下來,加上現代的父母工作忙,距離越來越遠。和孩子最親近的是你家的那個女傭,而不是把你生下來的那個母親。

我家有四個孩子。我是老大,下有三個弟弟。我自認我不是個好孩子,因為這麼大了媽媽還是為我煩心。而我的弟弟更是讓他們愁上加愁。看了這麼多,我還真害怕以後我的孩子也像我們這樣難教,辛辛苦苦懷胎10個月假如生出個混蛋我真的是三生有幸!!對於感情我也不想去相信,離婚率這麼高的社會,青少年犯罪率的新聞那麼多,深深的讓我覺得---嗯,結婚生孩子,慢慢等吧!我才不要人財兩失,還要忍受生育之痛。說什麼沒有生過孩子的不算女人,那我就不算吧!

不過現在我讀書讀到那麼辛苦和不甘願,如果給我一個鑽石王老五,我還蠻不介意替他生對好字,每天在家做慈母照顧孩子打掃房子。每天早上準備會讓全班同學羨慕至死的便當給孩子帶去上學,孩子要的我都能滿足,我在家閒暇時可以做餅乾糕點還是小點心,手作打發時間。晚上全家樂融融一起看電視溫習功課。假期還可以出國旅行放鬆心情。最重要的是我的孩子都聽話懂事。

這種少奶奶的生活每個女生都夢寐以求。我也知道我只能說這個"其實我不介意,如果..."真的只是如果。哈哈。孩子,玩別人的就好了。錢,自己賺自己花。把心投入在自己的事業和即將老去的父母不是更好嗎。唉,我真是可悲是個自私的城市現代人。

好吧,搞不好明天我會開始憧憬美好家庭的夢...

也許而已....

One Utama,Ikea for Fun!

Hmm,today we drove to One-U for (?).status:not clear
but still a quite enjoyable day with my classmate,at least i did.hope others have the same feeling too.they all look so tired face,oops.

Hmm,i'm paparazzi

We just simply walk here and there.the great thing for me is i bought a so-cheap jeans in Cotton On today.thanks god i found my size and it only left one!!happy to max!

we decided have our dinner in Ikea.yea,my all time favourite.my whole spring chicken!chicken wings!oo-mai-god!

hmm,hope woan tyng feel better.

i'll spending my time with my family and celebrating for my grandpa's birthday which fall on Sunday.i think the most wonderful thing is still can feel and get love from your family.so i gonna cherish this 2 days:)

hope you having a perfect weekend,i love you!

星期四之難忘不了的筆記。

1.謊話和真話我還辨別得出。

2.我知道你不了解我,認識得不夠深,所以我盡量安慰自己不責怪你。

3.對不起,我還是無法做到難過不會哭泣,開心不會微笑,不爽不會擺臉色。雖然我知道你也許也跟我一樣,那你應該更明白我的心情。

4.我很不安靜我知道,但是我會自動收聲。但這不是時候,在我在最頂點的時候。

5.不是我愛記仇,而是你越過了我的界限所以我很記得。

6.我很不會做人。

7.加上我真的是一個壞人,沒有得解釋。

8.一句一句和冷淡還有不屑,你已經很深地傷透我的心。

9.以後你的世界我都不會打擾,請放心。

10.但可喜亦可悲的是,我還是必須要選擇原諒。就算不是為了你,我也要為我自己臉上的青春痘負責任。

11.笑話，是留給值得和懂得的那個人。

請不要對我說我很煩。
不過我想你也沒有那個機會對我說了。

hmm.

update soon.
blog is dead!

Cooking Mama

Here it is,my new favourite-Cooking Mama.Peiboon call it"Pu ki mama."not a nice word.haha.I'm really getting bored with the Restaurant City.earn money and on the shift,upgrade the dishes to get limited item...zzzz.i think Cooking Mama is familiar to everyone,since it is the video game for NDS,Wii,can be found in Iphone/Ipod.and the great news is it now available in Facebook also!

Why i find it nicer than other restaurant game?not like RC,you can be the role like mother here and IS YOU YOURSELF PREPARING THE FOOD TO SERVE!means,you cut the ingredient,you mix them,and then boil or bake them following the mama's instruction.It ain't difficult,you just need your finger and mouse to control it!

Come,i show you.
This is the loading page and come with the cute melody.
If you are the very fresh beginner,don't worry.you can handle the game by the gicen tuturial:)

 How to make money?for sure you need to choose your dishes to serve.the higher lvl dishes will earn more money and xp.

Next,choose the shift you want to do buisness:)yea,as it show,shorter meal will earn you more.and for the 30 minutes shift is free!!and it's better spend the money to buy the ingredient.

You can also help out your friends' kitchen to earn.

And the better thing is they giving you task to complete and once you goal,you can earn the extra money(It's lots)or mama money.

Well,this is how you prepare a drink.

Just pour them into a cup with not lesser or over the red line so you can earn more xp and high score.

Eg,how to make"Eggs Over Easy".

1,Crack the eggs.

2,Butter the pan.

Cook the eggs by moving your mouse right left right left

Come,here is the result i got:)

Hope you like this game as well:)

It's Saturday,have a nice day...