Kinda messy as like my hair.

hair is getting longer and out of style. it make me look so auntie and ugly.i can't tolerate with messy hair already!i wanna cut it before posting by this week! it's monday tmrw,blue+exam mode is on.luckily nandos is waiting for me on tuesday and i gonna to be squeeze out their whole extra hot peri-peri sauce.haha.i want shopping,movie,delicious food and more private(means not occupied for exam or...

A sweet dessert

Hee,this is not my first time share this unique website,but recently i just can't control myself to play it since i need something to pass time.you know what,i know this game when i was only 14. my ex-roomate introduced it to me:) Ferryhalim is having a collection of flash game with cute and nice design,soothing and pleasant background music.the games are not difficult to play and you definitely...

I do need some peace.

Thank god it's weekend. and finally today i managed to take photo with my dusty camera.exam and stress make me no time to keep memories with it.and she crying over there because of my ignorance. "historical"place(ss15,subang jaya) may bring you something wonderful and perfect, like 100% pan mee in my heart. It  make me laugh.remind me there are many things still worth to treasure.let...

愛你的心永不變♥

I heart you...

Fatty diary.

Oh,do you like big breakfast?haha. I think you heard the news from Mcdonald that they are giving out the coupon(they do accept black and white printing),you can get two set of big breakfast for free when you spend rm5 and above,the promotion is still on going till 31 March:) This is my lunch for today,hmm hmm,not only one,i get myself two set and it make me kinda disgustful.*puke.haha.the muffin...

March,with laugh and tears.

Hey,March is gonna end in two weeks time soon.Time is passing fast and I'm getting older. Actually,I'm not really doing well in this month.life is getting harder and i have to describe as the life is killing me!!I'm always those emo people,write emo sentence,face also let people thought i'm diagnosed cancer-going to die soon.*touch wood touch wood.my emo cause lots of problem to me,and i always feel...

When you smile..

懷念很久以前那個甚麼都不懂的我們。笑得很燦爛很美麗。 小時候覺得幸福很簡單，長大了才發現簡單就是幸福。 繪圖：可愛的日本女生－maisa:) ...

OH,it's monday soon!

Haha,scary photo for you at midnight~ Initially i wanna hide in my room to study,since i'm not really put effort for this bones subject.and so accidentally i feel like on my lappie and surf net.and so another accidentally i'm doing mask and i capture a photo for myself!haha!forgive me that i'm so errrr.XD. i have to pamper myself with delicious meal tmrw since i'm so stress.i'm facing 6 exams in...

Johnny Depp is Rango!

Just watched this "Rango"with Alice this Friday.hmm,actually i have no idea why i wanna watch this movie.maybe this poster caught my eyes and i think it will be another nice movie:) or maybe too stress due the exam so i need to get some fresh air.not really that bad but not that nice like how i imagined.this movie is trying to express something,and not-that-intelligent me can't get the meaning.haha.i...

孫燕姿－當冬夜漸暖

這首“當冬夜漸暖”在MV首播的那一天苦苦在電腦前等了很久。怎麼Youtube還不努力點啊，加油呢。等到的時候興奮得不得了。因為我很愛這首歌：）一天要聽幾十次。 這首歌很有“我懷念的”那種感覺。頭兩句讓我感觸很深，因為很多時候很多傷心只有自己明白，說出來了結果還是要自己去承擔解決。有人說，傷心不必說給人家聽，因為別人不是你，他不會明白。也許就是這種感覺吧. 還沒買到她的新專輯。昨天終於在Speedy看到了，興奮得吃不下飯，心裡總是盤旋著要怎樣把它弄到手。決定再等多幾天，也許Popular很快就會有了，那我也可以買折扣價：）祈禱啊，我好想要那個膠帶或者海報一張啊！！ 如果你懂我，你會知道我是一個很害怕失去的人。 很多事情　不是誰說了就算 即使傷心　結果還是自己擔 多少次失望表示著多少次期盼 事實證明　幸福很難我們之間　不是誰說了就算 拉扯的愛　徒增結局的難堪 一百次相愛只要有一次的絢爛 下...

有種心情叫莫名其妙。

今天的心情是起伏不定。 早上依時起身看到手機有三封未讀信息-今天不用去實習,老師請病假所以要回學校。 真好啊,不用去罰站流汗!但我有點睡不下,也只好在床上翻來覆去... 家裡剩下三個人,但我很孤單。 想想去找一個人的畹婷也許會比較好一點,至少嘴巴有開著說話不會臭。心情的確是有好了一點,但還是很失落。 原本是想著如果其他人都還有在,可能會比較不孤單。但事實是怎樣我也不知道,我不想冷靜地去想... 到了學校,九個人扣掉一個xx,熱鬧了一點。 但還是很孤單。我知道自己很少會被記得,不過還有點習慣所以會給自己很多事情做不去難過。也許沒有人喜歡和愁著臉的人做朋友吧。 前前後後聊了天,嘴巴碎碎念咒罵著老師,心情更加不好。 一個人坐在牆角整理我的賬目,本來想要抄寫我的佛經讓我心情可以平穩,什麼都不去想。好吧,有個又矮又醜不拉嘰的又要我們練習procedure。還要說我穿膝上以上的短褲(明明就不是...

老了病了。

最近在政府醫院實習,日子過得很辛苦。抱怨的話說得那麼多也沒有意思了,因為抱怨也解決不了我們的苦難。今天想說的是別的。 39/女,瘦骨如柴的子宮頸癌病人。癌細胞蔓延至骨頭,實在很嚴重。身上有數不清的管子和一堆等著被折磨的日子。癌症有多可怕我相信大家都明白有多可怕。因為她,敲醒了我很多值得去深思的地方。 生病真的很可怕。說真的我不想要生命。生老然後就死對我身邊的人不是會比較好嗎?我不想看著我40歲躺在病床上,然後包著成人尿片,插著無數的沒有延續我生命素質的管子,還有最難過的是要我媽媽一直照顧我。我寧願在睡夢中去了,還是給我1ml的kcl讓我結束生命。我是說萬一我未婚。 說到未婚。maisa說她想要有一個可以陪她一起到老的伴侶,至少生病的時候不孤單還有人照料。經她這麼一說,我有點被動搖了。一直以來我很堅守我不想要踏上婚姻這條路,因為我很清楚了解自己的性格。不是不相信愛情,只是和我在一起的人...